Adjusting

He's been here for nearly a week now, and I can honestly say I'm finally happy. Of course business is suffering just a little bit, but that's alright. I'm still adjusting to the new living arrangements and so excited to show him around. How exciting all this is still. My only fear is what will happen with the "new" wears off. Either way I feel so comfortable around him, and I think he feels the same way.

On a side note, we went and picked up our tickets for the Alter Bridge and Crossfade concert on November 10th. I couldn't believe that not only did I find the place in Des Moines but I DROVE in Des Moines too. I haven't done that in years because I've been afraid of a panic attack. Well much to my surprise I did just fine with not so much as one feeling of going into one. I was so excited that day - I found a place, I drove, and got tickets. Oh ya. :D

Nervous, Excited, Scared, and Happy

I can hardly contain my excitement - my new special someone that I've been talking to for month is moving here! He'll be getting here tomorrow afternoon and I'm just overwhelmed with emotions. I'm so excited because we will be meeting for the first time in person, and he'll be STAYING here! But at the same time I'm scared to death that it won't be what I've imagined. Of course neverous too about how we are going to be the first time we see eachother. Will we hug? Will we kiss? Will we be shy? Will we hit it off or will there be no spark? So many things could happen, and it all makes me absoultely crazy! Of course I suppose we could have waited awhile, but neither one of us could waite at all. We talked online, and on the phone, and every day we would say how we wished we could be closer. Now it's about to happen, but are we both ready? Well, pretty sure he was but am I? Ready or not what's done is done, and he leaves home tonight. The moment I've been waiting for is approaching. Sink or swim, ready or not.

Could it be this is the relationship I've been waiting for?
Only one way to find out....